Friday, May 06, 2005
probably i was too harshed with my words.
everyone of us just have diff thinking.
and i can't except everyone to have the same thinking as me.
but i just think the motivational workshop had done something great in instilling the tve mindset.
and cvss had proven it right.
i know i may not be able to prove it this mid year, coz i started too late and last years works are giving me headache.
i will and i promise to find my lost soul back.
and my main goal is not just A level cert but my dream.
i am sorry to 2 of ya if i said something wrong,
but i dun mean to hurt or anything,
i just meant well with the tve mindset.
but it hurts me as i nv wanna start an argument,
aching, i dunnoe why. sob.
and yeah i accept the fact that people have diff thinking.
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [12:49 AM]
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
BOOKS!
just complete reading "a walk to remember" by nicholas sparks.
"hooked" is the word i would use about this book.
not even earthquake can stop me from completing it.
sad though the ending...but its life.
I want MOre! anyway has " the notebook " and "message in the bottle " by nicholas sparks too?
pls pls lend me !
there are so many books i wanna read...like the one by paul coelho "veronika decides to die last night" (hopefully jas would help me borrow from Dr kwan..keke)
heard from rach that jane greens book are marvellous too!
oo~ i dun care i am going down to borders to read all this book on sat! treat as a distress ?RIGHT NOW : ME = SLACKER! SADDY...DOOMED!
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [9:00 PM]
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Exams fever
it had been a while since my last entry.
exams are just a few days away.
decided to come update and its RAYMONd's birthday!
HApPy biRthday ! Congrats you are a big boy now! (more mature??)
many photos have yet to be uploaded.
though exams are far more important,
nevertheless i enjoyed my last weekend of april.
saturday : movie with pz and pwk (infection), and oh not forgetting we took neoprints.
it has been ages since we last did that.
couldn't get jo as she was having retreat.
the show was scary.
wasted money scaring myself.
half the time my eyes were closed.
me and pz was crouching low while pwk trying to act courageous.
anyway it's the fun.
missed the time spending with them and our late nights chat.
conferencing almost every night.
and not forgetting its always me and jo falling asleep first.
Sunday : had bbq with raymond and my uncle's family plus my mum
fun and enjoyable. it was a simple bbq.
it was a early celebration for his birthday since he has to be back in tekong.
just the 5 of us plus 2 of my cousins.
one of which is still on a toddler. so his job was to make us laugh.
Monday : went sun taning with ray.
too bad the sun wasn't really strong.
ended up taking lots of photo by the pool!
-go figure
who would think i am actually having exams ?
with all the fun am having.
but now i am seriously trying to catch up.
stayed home for both tuesday and wednesday.
and yeap its another Home stay on this fine thursday.
am not hoping to complete studying everything,
cause its hell loads.
dun worry, it would be over soon.
i just have to do my best.
counting down.... aimlessly...oh ya i got a new tank.
brand new tank. (2ft by 2ft by 1ft)
actual price : $20 bucks.
but it was given to me free by collin.
saving up quite a bit.
thanks cOllin!
would update all the photos at one go after my exams!
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [1:30 PM]
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Monday, April 25, 2005
MONday--PiniC day
gp lessons are now all replaced with A level subs for this week.
last week to go before over study leave for one week.
it may be hectic.
tiring i must say.
but what could be better then being with the 5 gals,
munching away in btw breaks non-stop?
its hard to find khakis of the same kind.
many don't believe.
but tenny did it.
she called the Macdonald delivery.
so for today's breakfast we had MAc!
cheap though..something wrong with the price.
with the munching of the tibits,
(sharon super big size potato chips and jenny's raisin and famous amos)
(not in picture : marshall's crackers, macdonald feast!, uncountable sweets)
guess we had gained more than we exercise.
its all this syptoms of stressed?
lots of work to do and catch up with before mid year exam.
anyway GOd has been great, he answered my pRayer!
his my saviour.
i was not scolded for not giving MC for my early leave.
GOD ALIMIGHTY! *cheers*
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [7:30 PM]
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SWIM TEAM PHOTOS
Should have uploaded this photos quite long ago.
but i drag and drag.
so this people couldn't wait.
now its ready!
thankz to edmund! 
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [7:13 PM]
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
MY TOTS
i had a wonderful and great time with jo and her cell group at church.
worshipping was great.
preaching was enriching.
learnt about faithfulness and loyathly.
it doesn't just appiles to god.
but in life too.
had a long chat with jo.
yeap it had been along time since our last chat.
droplets of tears during the chat about my life and everything.
but i felt great after talking to her.
it has been a long time since i opened it up to someone.
thanks jo!
it really does make a difference.
promise her to make a effort to go church every sat.
decided to open it up to my secondary school click.
yeap and i took a initiative to email them.
as entering a jc had created a big turning point in my life.
i just wanna tell them i love them
and miss them lots.
i believe God would be there for me.
he had planned.
and planned fairly.
this is a test not only towards my determination, but also a test of friendship.
God had planned this 2 years of hardship especially hard for me.
but i am sure as he put me into this challenge,
he is there for me, just right beside me.
i just hope the piles of books will disintegrate.
i dun want to study just because i have to study.
but for a good purpose.
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [12:37 AM]
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
biology pract...
bio pract...gone case.
enter the pract and the table filled with chemicals and stuffs.
three practs to be done.
the smell of the k3 is so stinky.
woo~
and we are supposed to analyse wat's k3.
i wrote amylase, but its yeast.
so, its really gone case.
but i took rach words seriously.
dun ever think of failing b4 entering.
if not,
half the battle is gone.
its just the starting point.
the core paper had not been done.
so the battle is not over yet.
am still on it..fighting hard.
i will conquer.
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [3:00 PM]
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Friday, April 22, 2005
Drastic health
my life now=sleeping
for the past 2 days i guess i had slept more than 10 hours each day.
horrible.
missing out all the fun and gossiping.
luckily jenny update her blog regularly.
get to know all the happenings in school.
not forgetting the "poo face"
jenny definetly has lots of adjectives! 
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [9:50 PM]
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
The hEat
the heat had overcome me.
hug me tight..
2am in the morning,
i was sweating profusely.
took my temp,
not surprising at all, i got a fever.
the run around the gallery,
the shuttle run in the hot blazing sun,
the PT at the pool,
sitting under the hot blazing sun
while Jing Hean trying to push me down into the pool as usual,
had squezzed out all my energy and power.
.sick.
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [7:11 PM]
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Sperm like creatures.
few days ago,
toads will spotted.
and when two toads at one corner, one on top of the other,
the guys have loads to say!
while the 6 of us decided to help up.
the pond was seriously overcrowded with the sperm-like creatures. 
bear u,
the toads mate like nobody business.
we helped,
and we threw stones into the pond.
some were sandwhich in betweeen the pond, some dead and some managed to escape.
i wonder if we are merely being bored,
or are we under pressure ?
after our lunch at cafe we procceed to the blurish pond.
took the cups and began to catch those tadpoles. 
(it just reminded me of the fishes jo yy and me caught,
saddened as only one managed to survive)
like what jenny say : "its okie to go bizarre from time to time".
but the irony is we go bizarre EVERYDAY.
test and exam marathon for thurs fri and sat.
thurs: chem thermochem test.
fri:chem pract.
sat: bio pract mid year exam.
the school needs some organisation.
they are overloading us.
everyone could feel the mountain on top of us.
while keeping our hands up straight, struggling,
we pass each day painfully. its just too much tutorials test
furthermore mid year is just 2 weeks from now.
does the school and teachers really think
that the 1 week study leave will make a difference ?
V.a.l.e.r.i.e [1:47 AM]
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